Learning Myself Through Astrology 1

Order, Order, Order:

I always wondered why I could never ever lie properly when it comes to authority. More accurately, it seems as though I respect authority too much, even though there's too much in it that I don't agree with.

I've learned that being a Cap sun with an Aqua Stellium is the reason behind it all. Both Capricorn and Aquarius are ruled by Saturn (Aquarius is co-ruled with Uranus), which is the planet of limitations. These signs seek order, and both quite agree that in order for order to thrive, certain rules have to be imposed, thus the law. And with the law, authority is inevitable.

Now Capricorns are concerned with the law as it is, and Aquarius is concerned with the law as it should be. This explains as to why having my Sun in Capricorn, there is this sense of respect in me when it comes to the law and authority. On the other hand, my Aqua Stellium rules my Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Uranus, and Midheaven. Jupiter is the planet of expansion, which opposes Saturn which rules limitations. Having Saturn-ruled Aquarius in a personal planet Jupiter explains why there is quite a conflict on my views of what the rules should be as to how they have always been. Moreover, Uranus is the planet of freedom and revolutionary vision. Interestingly, Uranus rules Aquarius (with Saturn), and having a sign on its own planet gives off quite an influence. Uranus is a forward-looking planet, as Aquarius is a forward-looking sign. These placements explain as to why there are a loooot of changes I'd want over the current rules that govern humankind, but my Cap sun represses those feelings before it can fully do a rebellion.

More interestingly, Uranus is a generational planet. It stays in a sign for about seven years, therefore its effects are prominent in a certain generation of people. As of now, I belong to a generation of Uranus in Aquarius, which explains why a lot of my age group are active in rebelling to authority in forms of protests. Having Aquarius in its ruling planet magnifies its effect. With Uranus urging for change and new possibilities paired with Aquarius who are firm in their ideals, it's no wonder that there are frequent conflicts against the current ruling authority (which I have to admit is pretty shitty).